Defying Gravity.

OH,please dont do something stupid.
i admit im wrong.
i admit i let you down.
i admit i didnt trust you at first.
but thats because i was scared to lose you.
you felt that way before kan?
this is all my fault!
oh, GOD!
i admit i still do love you.
you kept me from falling apart.
what did i do/say wrong this time?
all i ever wanted to do is make everything better.
not worst.
trust me or not.
cause this isnt any bullshits coming out.
I LOVE YOU!
i know you're gonna say im lying.
but im not.
i SWEAR to god i love you.
everywhere and whenever im doing my work.
all i do is keep thinking of you.
but its too late now.
you hate me already.
i always tried my best not to let you hate me.
but i did.

i hope you're reading this.
why are we like this?
im sorry.
i truly am.
dear blog readers,
dont bother me anymore kay.
i need my time alone for a few days.
im sorry.