Defying Gravity.

Afternooon people (:

Yesterday night was fun.
like seriously. azizi totally made me laugh.
thanks yeahh(: i really need it.
he's an awesome friend and a sweet guy.
he told me that my happiness is first.
awwwwww, aint that sweet ?
anyway, i shall update my blog today,
and shower.
before heading to nanny's house and meet kak nana.

To tell you the truth, i feel like i'm single.
cause i barely contact my boyfriend.
and its not his fault. its mine.
not in purpose.
just that i dont want to ALWAYS meet him.
it's irritating you know, having a boyfriend who always wanna meet you.
i dont miss him. and i swear its true.
i'm not saying that i dont love you.
i do, but you see, being in a relationship doesnt mean you have to meet them everyday.
how are you suppose to miss them then ? correct ?
your friends can hate me. i dont care.
but its true. you guys may think meeting your boyfriend/girlfriend everyday is fun.
but its not. i'm sorry if this words hurts you. but its true.
its not fun meeting you everyday and nothing to do but sit under the void deck.
what fun is that ? BLEARGH !
i know that you're a type of guy who LOVES to sit under the void deck.
and i have to go with the flow.
to tell you the truth, you're the type of guy who is like "matrep". and its true.
dont deny. i'm not saying you're a "matrep". i'm saying that you're like one of them.
whats the use sitting under the void deck ? talk craps and gossip about other peoples lives ?
i'm sorry guys, i'm not that kinda girl anymore. YES i do talk craps and gossip about other peoples lives. but now i barely do. i have a life you see. you guys can hate me. i'm fine with it.
cause i know what i'm saying is true. and YES, i've changed alot. but i do this for my own good and for my parents. and please, keep your opinion to yourself. i dont wanna know. backstab me all you want, talk behind my back all you guys want, lie, be a hypocrite. cause i know you guys aren't my real friends. real friends dont bitch talk about each others. i can be real deep and mean. treat me the way you want to be treated. END of conversation.

seems like friends just come and go huh ?
thought you guys were all that. but you're not.

fateha knows who i'm referring to.
so does brenda. so dont think that i'm referring this to you guys aye(:

i'll end here.
take care my dearly love.

Label : i dont discard my friends. i'm not the person who you think you know.