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Saturday, June 28, 2008
its SUNDAY. not saturday. first of all, thank you uncle joe for the advice. it helps me alot. ((: i think i'm gonna tell him today. i need to be firm and strong like what uncle joe said. my happiness is first. i need to know myself first then i can get to know the others. i dont really know myself 100%. i'm sorry. but i have to do this before your heart gets more broken. i cant keep thinking about other peoples feelings anymore. what about my feelings ? you dont know me well and yet you said you understand me well enough. well people, thats when you're wrong. i'm the only person who knows me well. but not 100%. so, how come you know me ? you people who is related to him can hate me. i'm not into serious relationship yet. i know he treats me well. even ibu told me that. but the thing is, i'm not ready for a serious relationship. i'm sorry _ _ _ _. i really am. i've tried REAL hard to make our relationship works. but its not working. i know you love me alot. i do too. but not that loads. i'm sorry. please understand me. someone told me this, "if he really loves you, he would want to see you happy." i'm sorry for dissapointing you guys. i'm sorry nadia, i'm sorry surah, i'm sorry everyone. you people can hate me. i repeat, you can hate me all you want. you can call me basturd. but if you were me, you would do the same thing. you would want to see yourself happy. correct ? you wouldn't want to see yourself sad and pretend that this is all okaay when its not. pretending isnt good. faking is worst. sampai biler nak pikir pasal orang lain and not yourself ? my intension is not to hurt you people, but to make you feel the happiness in life. final message, i'm sorry. I'll end here. thank you TBAFF for being there. Label : Allah s.w.t, please give me strength. |
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