i havent been really much myself lately. dont know why. things started to change real fast. for some reasons, i dont know why. whatever i do never satisfy them. i love the way i am. just face it. you can never change the person i am now. i change for the best. i skipped for a reason. you guys just dont know me that well. it has always been a few months. months doesnt count how much you know me. you dont know my background. there will always be challenges in my life. that's why i'm taking the risk. i've been through alot in life. dont you think i had enough ? think people, think. i have always been fair towards you people. dont you think i deserve better than this ? i have always been nice toward you people. is this what i get as a thank you ? you dont even know me that well and yet you said you do. i realise that i've changed. put the blame on me. make me suffer. i dont care. cause i've been through this alone almost everyday. i'm not doing self pity-ness. i'm just saying the facts about what i feel.
we're gonna talk things out tomorrow. just hope that things wont get worst.

Mummy, i miss naim badly. and i miss girlfriend too.
i'm gonna meet naim on friday. YEAY-ness !
ghafar came over today. we went super crazy. we pranked call alot of people.
asking whether they wanna buy "epok-epok". haha !
this is what happens if you put two teenagers in boredom land near the telephone. ((:
he bussed back home at 10. i miss him already.
ohwells, i'm gonna meet him tomorrow anyways.
oh oh ! yesterday, girlfriend, naim and ghafar went to my house.
it was a BLAST ! nadia got bekam on her back. i did hers, and she did mine.
it feels nice maan. so relaxing.
they went back at 10+ nearly to 11.
whooooah boy, i should shut my eyes now.
shall post again tomorrow. insyaallah. (:

take care dear readers and bloggers.
much loves goes to you all ! :D

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