i'm currently not in a mood right now. first of all, why must you drink ? second, you have the cheak to meet me under my void deck when you're drunk. you dont know how much i'm frustrated with you right now. i dont like it when you're drunk, i hate it when you drink. but hey, who am i to decide what you can do or not. i'm not your girlfriend. thats why i said, "i dont care. your choice". cause i know who i am to you. i dont even know whether to hate you or let you go. you see, thats why your cousin sent you that message. you've change. it hurts seeing you this way. seriously. frankly, i dont even know what to do with you anymore.
fairousz, i miss you. i'm sorry for being such a jerk to you lately. abab, i miss seeing you laugh. nyla, i miss seeing you smile so widely. kinz, i miss talking to you. i miss everyone that i know. i miss spending times with them. i miss everything about them. and i need them badly. seriously. ):
right now, i feel like picking up the phone and call him. but i dont want to. cause anytime, i can just explode and storm him on the phone. which i dont want to. whoah boy, will see how.
i'm retaking my nitec course. cause i got no other choice. my parents are so dissapointed with me now. i let them down again. *sigh* new year is tomorrow. and i dont feel like celebrating it.
life has lots of complication right now. and having this kind of problems doesnt make it any easier to solve. i'm sick and tired of going through this over and over again. but no matter what, i'm still gonna stand strong.
guys nowadays, very horney shit ehys. not all. but 85% of the population are horney. and i'm so disgusted by them. they can just do it anywhere they like. stairs, under the void deck, bus, cabs. why not just do it on the roof top ? idiots. no shame at all. such pathetic fools. and oh, the girls below my age, tsk tsk. i dont even know what to say. few of em' are desperate to have boyfriends. no boyfriend, die. haha ! whatsmore, if their friends wear or have this "thing", they also want it. come on larh girls, where's your sense of originality ? then people who are older then them, wanna step like bigfuck. soooo typical uhh. this kind of people, we call em' minahs and matreps. no offence people, but its true.
anyways, i dont wanna bitch no longer. cause no matter what you say, they still gonna be the same. stubborn idiots. have the inniciative to change yourself, dont just wait till someone comes around and say it to your face. i'm done. cherios, love !
