afternoon sweethearts ! anyways, i'm gonna speak out here. since i speaked out yesterday in your face. look, i'm the second oldest sister. i may not have the knowledge like you do. but i know what's right and what's wrong. i've experience alot more then you. i'm not bragging. lisa is also my sister. and i'm responsible if anything happens to her. sure you'll be there. but you have lessons. so what if you see her everyday in school, big deal. you dont have the authority to give her permission wherever she wanna go. ayah and ibu does that. and only them. trust him hundred percent. go ahead. dont judge a book by its cover. and lisa, you're still fourteen. why do you want freedom so much ? the reason ayah and ibu doesnt give you so much freedom cause you're still young. i'm eighteen. and i dont have much of it. and about what we talked yesterday, your life. not mine. but you're still my sister. since you wanna be so stubborn, go ahead. since you feel iqah is better then me, so be it. all ever wanted was to protect you. but its alright. remember when you had trouble in school ? i got my ass off from school as quickly as i could and i came down TWICE. whatsmore, i had lessons. and i came down for your sake. forget it, no use telling you over and over again when you dont listen. just call me when you need me.
i get to talk to girlfriend yesterday. and pretty please, come this saturday. to hell with valentine. i wanna spend time with you and fairouzs. and my close friends.
(ibu just read half my post i just typed. thanks ehy mum.) she was standing behind me all the time. all she said was "hailaarh korang." and i said "ibu ! its my online diary. dont read !" haha ! when i think again, i share everything with her. so, its okay if she reads my blog. mind the vulgarities. i throw my tantrum here. haha ! :DD
okay, i wanna go get ready. i have religious class at night. and i should be heading grandparents house an hour ago. cherios, love !
