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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
okaaay, i'm back from grandparents house by the way.and we made quishe ? correct spelling ? i dont know. oh wells. things are getting better between me and abab and fairouzs. but its not getting better between abab and bulat. i've said enough. and there's nothing else more to say but to just watch and see what happens next. abab's stubborn. but yet, i still love him as my brother. though, if you guys would talk things out rather then just being stubborn like noow, would be nice. hehs(: anyways, i might be going out this afternoon with brenda baby. we need to spend time alot now. cause basically, she's the second best person to spend time with. first is my cousin syamel. which we will go out and catch a movie and eat next week(: this two babes means alot to me. so does my little wonderers. you know who you are. wanie, nana, yana and nina. :D i said babes. and ofcourse, my boys means alot to me also. abab, fairouzs, bulat, aidil, kadok, nizam, faizal and adli. this people are the best !(: though we're facing difficult problems now, i still love them from the bottom of my heart. even if i have a boyfriend, i put them second. first is always my family ofcourse. deng deng. third will then be my boyfriend. i dont have a boyfriend. but its just metaphorical-ly. sometimes, i feel like having a boyfriend. i love the rush that runs through my vain whenever i'm with that special someone. i love the feeling. i love the feeling of comfortness and safe with that special someone. i miss the feelings. i want the feelings. but its just to hard to find better ones now. better ones as in the one who would only be true to you and would only love you and not others. mostly, all the men in the world turn to villians. they're no more like the fairytales in the story book i used to read when i was a little girl. i want a men that can protect me. that respect my decisions, family and friends. a men who doesnt get jealous easily. a men who i can trust. a men who can love me for who i am. a men who can actually turn my world round. but hey, its all a fairytale. fairytale that i wish would come true someday. and i still do wish for it. i'm tired now. i'll update tomorrow. cherios, love ! Label : everywhere i go, i see villians. |
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