today's first topic : tooth extraction. dad was working. mom was working to. i had no one to go with. i called daddy and he told me to get ready cause he'll be sending me there. sweet huh ? i love him. he sacrifised his work to accompany me. i was scared and nervous. i was thinking to much. amee made me feel a little bit better by saying that it was gonna be alright. amazingly, he was right. everything was perfectly fine. alright, so here goes the story. enjoy. the dreadful pluck-out-tools at the dentist desk scares the booboojars out of me. the nurse told me to relax. i was trying very hard not to pay attention that there's hands in my mouth. it was very disturbing. it was excruciating eventhough they injected three bottles of sterile if im not wrong. to numb my gum so i wont feel and pain. he told me if it hurts, lift up my left hand. and when i did, the nurse told me to relax. three bottles wasnt enough. they injected four more bottles. my gum was being very stubborn. after injecting another four, i couldnt feel a thing. neither half of my tongue, cheeks nor my lips. i touched my lips and it feels like rubber. surprisingly, that was the time to really twist it left, right. the sound that was made by my tooth and gum freaked me out. but this time. i didnt move a bit. i was scared they might hit the others accidentally with their tools. i closed my eyes and prayed. by the time i opened them, the dentist told me it was done. this is my very first time plucking out my tooth all the way to National Dental Centre. the reason was because my tooth had problems and they had to cut it to half. literally. i got my first x-ray and extraction. perfectly amazing i must say. and now, it hurts a little bit. but i'll be okay.
i was suppose to go work today. but i had to gave it a miss since i just finished my surgery. Ms. Jam understood. so does kak yuni. i messaged them telling them i couldnt come. that means i have time to copy afew more pages of my homeworks. i'm enjoying it. seriously(: will be going work tomorrow. but i have to leave early since i have religious class at night.
so yesterday i get to talk with lovely brenda till 0400 hours. after for so long not talking late nights, yesterday was the best. surprisingly, we didnt gossip. haha ! cool huh ?
my mouth is full of my saliva+blood. i have "pecah-pecah" due to the cuts from the tools and the injections. hurts. but i can handle. i'm strong as metal. haha !(:
where are you huh ? abab ? must you wait for me to contact you first ? i'm tired. i dont want to keep doing this anymore. you are busy with your own life. fine. i understand. if you wanna say you're busy with NS or whatever shits you can think of, think twice. before the conflicts started, you had time to sms me. where are you now ? maybe i'm just overreacting. that's because i miss you brother. i miss you badly. i miss talking craps and shits with you. i miss sharing problems with you. i know you're busy. but cant you just message me just to tell me how you are and everything ? if you're reading this, good. cause i fuckingly miss you !(: fairouzs, takmu pikir lain. haha ! i know you. he's just my brother from another mother from another father. haha !(:
alright, i should be going. i seem to have less subject to talk everyday. haha ! oh wells. cherios, love !
