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Sunday, May 24, 2009

alright, i'm super pissed off with someone and daddy. curfew was suppose to be before 11.30. now, 10.00. after that what ? 8.00 ? urgh ! i'm super frustated. how am i suppose to do work when i have to worry about the stupid curfew ? whatever larh. i'm gonna sleepover at grandparents house if i'm late or not go home. "yer larh, darh lock pintu rumah per, maner lagik nak pergi ? lepak arh. balik bising, tak balik bising. haiyaaaah. susah punya orang". - haha ! confirm iqah or lisa or whoever is in my family will start to create drama once they read that. haha ! typical people. used to it already. whatever ehy korang.

anyways, today was overall okay. training, presentation, training, smoke, eat, home. adli was being super annoying and irritating. keeps getting on my nerves. we're arguing now. so, dont ask why. afraid of losing me ? well, i'm slipping away. so, pandai pandai arh kau. i'm tired of your games. think i like it ? well, i dont. so stop. you're lucky you're my downline. when it comes to business, its just business. outside matters, i put aside. so, i'm just gonna treat you as my downline.

muhammad ameerul, i cant believe you're seriously leaving. whatsmore, its at USA. for 4 months. how am i suppose to talk to you now ? i have to wait for 4 months just so that i can talk to you. and you're leaving this monday. i hate you for not telling me earlier ! you got me crying yesterday. i have less time to actually see you. i want first and last hug before you go. awwww; i'm gonna miss you dearly. you're the best of the best understanding super close friend. and you're leaving);

i feel so torn up right now. i know i have to be strong with what is happening around me. i just dont know how long i can control. everyday, they will never fail to hurt me, make me cry, pissed off and stressed out. am i that bad ? am i not good enough to be your daughter ? am i not good enough to be your friend ? making fun of me, throwing negativity everywhere around me, insulting me. think i like it ? try to be in my shoes. i have feelings. people just dont understand. whatever to you people. what goes around comes around. so, be prepared to what you're gonna face.

i'm bored. no one is entertaining me. i may be watching saturday night movie in my room alone since i have tons of CDs to watch. i never thought tonight would bore me to death. my family need truckloads of quality time now. we're falling apart. one by one. no more conversation. i'm dissapointed.

kay bye.


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