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Saturday, July 11, 2009

i'm sick and tired of my friends treating me like shit. who the fuck are you to treat me like garbage ? leaving me things out. i'm not some dumb fuck okay. get that to your thick fucking head. i dont fucking care anymore. when you have problems, you come to me. when you dont, you leave. fuck you ! dumb fuck. go fuck off. i dont need friends like you in my life. i may not always be there, but i dont avoid you guys. fuck shit ! i got to know you guys actually had an outing. and you didnt invite me. and i thought i was close to you guys. dumb fuckers ! friends like you doesnt deserve being friends with me. i accept every flaws you had. we may use to fight alot. but i'm pass all that. cause i thought we're matured enough to actually be good friends. but now i see, you guys keep leaving me behind. fine ! i fucking admit i was busy with work. but atleast i'm doing something fucking useful in my life. even if i were busy, you guys can ask. but noooo. you had to just leave me out of it. fuuuuuuuuuuck it ! look, i dont fucking care if you didnt wanna join me. but hey, you can text me and said you dont want to. but you choose to avoid me. fucking assholes ! i tried contacting you guys. but somehow, you guys choose to not reply. what am i to you guys huh ? fucking wall ? never ever mess with me. cause i can really be a total bitch. i know atleast one of you gonna read this. and you're gonna tell the others. and then one of you guys gonna approach me. and ask. then one of you gonna turn to green hulk and try to fuck me upside down. well shitheads, do what you want. say what you want. cause we're over. we're through. i've had it with your fucking attitudes. oh, and by the way, i never really consider you guys as my close friends. really. you're just my friends. oh wait, ex-friends now. - saper yang teraser tu, tu kau punyer pasal kay.

anyways, i'll be going out with ~~my boys~~ tomorrow. oh wait, scratch that. my mens. haha ! abab is very particular whenever i say my boys. haha ! my boys are growing up to mens now. they're 10% more mature now. espeacially my ns men, abab. next, aidil. he's going ns soon too. aww. fairouzs is going next year. i'm gonna miss him. its gonna be so weird not having him around. kadok, hmm, that boy. i think he'll be going checker school. if there's one. haha ! nizam is going ns anytime soon. next year too if i'm not wrong. and the youngest boys in the group is my baby brother bulat. he's in ITE now. he's all grown up. awwww. wait, sidetrack. so, we're going bowling later and celebrating kadok's advance birthday. YEAY !

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the sweetest thing is from what you are. please stay forever beside me. - random. MJ asked me something yesterday. he asked me how come i dont have a boyfriend. reasons because, i dont feel the sparks and the rush through my vains for certain guys whom like me. and for those who i feel the spark and the rush through my vains are just not that into me. so, i gave up. kinda. oh, MJ is not michael jackson. its his initials. mimi junior. real name ? cant tell. i've promised him. he's very secure with his name. haha ! weird boy. and he is my new friend.

i'm super stress up right now. i have no idea what to wear to cover my boobs from popping out on monday. shit ! i have yet to buy my pantyhoosy. i'm super broke now. i have not take my cheque. and i'm going out later. shit laaaaa. on the other hand, i have lisa. she's willing to borrow me. i'll pay her back of course. i love having sisters. not because they're willing to borrow. its because they're always there to help. 8D

fairouzs, its 5.27 am. kill me laaa. haha ! he totally yelled at me for sleeping late last night. adorable retard boy. he's so worried i might fall sick. hahaaa ! i have medications, remember ? dont worry to much. worry on how you will look on monday. HUGE IDIOT. hahaaaaaaaaaa ! okay, i'm sorry. oh, did i mention that he's gonna work with me ? YES ! he is going to work with me. awesome siaaa !
two idiots working together. confirm i will go crazy with him around. hahaaaa !

alright, i should be going.
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