Defying Gravity.

i hate people, i love humanity.

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Sunday, July 19, 2009

today went well. i've learned new chords. and right now, my fingers are rough. its suppose to be that way. oh, and as you can see, ~~i've broke up~~ with rohaizat. wait, scratch that. he broke up with me. he called me and told me that it was too early and he dont think he'll be able to open his heart for anyone yet and he still like me and some other stuff that i cant be bothered to listen. alright, let me get this clear. first thing, you're the one who proposed. and now you said it was too fast. you said you cant open your heart for anyone yet. so, you're like using me ? shouldnt you have think twice before proposing ? you told me to not leave you. and you left me. oh, i'm not surprise why. by your friends saying that you kept changing after one another. seriously, if you're mature enough to think, you should know what to do and what not to. oh, i dont need you to be around to have someone to talk to. cause honestly, you're not very good at listening and comforting. you're good at doing that your ex. not me. i have my boys, brenda and someone worth my time to talk to. and hey, i've been wanting to say all this later. but talking to you wont change anything. so, why waste my time right ? and guess what people, i didnt cry at all. because i know myself its not worth crying for a boy. not men. but boy. :D seriously, when i was with him, i can never be myself. and that day was the worst date ever. trust me. worst date ever in my life. who the hell brings his girlfriend on his first date to some place where kids play ping pong, computer, pool and some other stuff tell me ? and he told me we were going to east coast park. check check jumper kawan kawan dier. so much for an alone time. pfft. i seriously dont mind the pool. but god ! thats not where you go on your first date. oh wells, i cant expect anything from you. you're just a sixteen year old. yeah, he's only sixteen. so what. look, i dont wanna judge. but you're just sixteen and you're doing all this. mature people with a mature mindset wont do such things. not because they're kentals. its because they themselves know its wrong. i've had my say. i'm happy you made the decision now. cause atleast now, i dont have to suffer. good luck with your life. you'll need it.

i feel much better. sorry isnt good enough. loving you was the most stupidest thing to do. you gave me hopes and you tore it right down in my face. thanks alot. i appreaciate it. lucky i didnt tell mom about you. cause it'll be such a sad thing to know i dated someone that isnt mature enough. haha ! right now, i dont think im ready to have a replacement. the brightter side is, atleast i can continue my 'i'm single for 1 year' celebration ! yeaaaaaaaaaaaay ! (: but that doesnt mean i'll stop dating guys. its only dating. its not like you're attach. so, there's no harm done. :D

i'm happy i have my mens around. i love you guys ! thank you abab for being there. sorry tak bilang fairouzs. abeeh kau tak online. heee ! :D nak call rumah kau. tapi tengok laa darh pukul braper kan. takmu nangis kaay. aku sorry kay. aku sayaaaaaang kau ! (: aidil is going NS next week. awwwww; sedih siaaa. rindu aku nanti. i might be sending him off. reasons because i want to see him bald. hahaha ! bastard, i know. confirm you'll look adorable. like one huge big adorable baby. ahahaha !

life is wonderful when you have people that you love around you. and fairouzs, 4 months and 10 days to our 6 years of friendship. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ! countdown ahh. and my dear retard boy, go cut your hair. its so annoying. i shall upload picture of fairouzs's adorable hair that i tied. he was complaining that its hot. so, i got up and tied his hair. ahaha ! and random video of us. oh, i tied nizam's tail, plate. but i didnt get to take his adorable cute plate. haha ! anyways, nizam is the one wearing the cap, kadok is the one beside nizam. fairouzs is the one wearing chai chee t-shirt and abab is the one with the specs. lisa was there too. she's the one who shouted 'arep'. and i'm the one who cant stop laughing because of nizam. another wonderful day worth spent with the ones i love. enjoy the clip ! :D

cute kaaan ? hahaha ! he is still single people ! do approach my poor retard boy. hahaha ! he's 20 and currently waiting for NS. any other enqueries do ask. haha !

alright, i wanna watch teevee.
take care, Y !

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