to brenda sayang, i know you're having a hard. and the walls are tumbling down. but i'll be there to get you back up when it knocks you down. i know my words are mixed with halo and knocks you down. but its true. i love you. you're the only girlfriend who understands my situation. no matter what happens, i'll be there. 24/7 hours. you're more important than anything else is. except for my family ofcourse. sayang, slowly, let it sinks. it takes time. i'll be patience towards you. i'm furious at you, yes. at first. but now, i'm not. i understand how much it hurts. i cant make you forget him straight away. it takes loads of time. and i'll be there to get you back up on your feet and standing strong. and please, stop downgrading yourself. you're beautiful in your own ways. i sumpah you're pretty and adorable. sayang, if any guy say that you're ugly, trust me, i sumpah they're gonna hit by a huge truck. yes. i'm cursing. too bad. my girl aint ugly. she's pretty. fuck whoever calls her ugly. and please, if i ever finds out whoever is playing my girl's heart, i swear you're gonna get hit by a huge truck. :D yes, i'm evil. so what.
i'm sorry readers, i'm really tired to actually update about what has been happening. this post is especially for brenda sayang. sweetdreams, love !