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Tuesday, September 8, 2009
; how long more am i suppose to bare this situation ? i dont want anything to harm our friendship/relationship. i have no idea how long i can suck it in. everyday, it repeats the same thing that will always bring me down. i did my best to avoid it from coming. but i guess i have no more strengths left in me. everynight, before i go to sleep, i wish for a better day. but its the same thing. one wrong move, and there goes the alarm. i've tried my best. i've alot to worry about. how long more do i have to put on a fake smile ? whenever they ask whether i'm alright. i'll reply "dont worry. i'm okaay." and there goes a fake smile. just to not ruin the day. there's countless fake smiles. and people think i'm doing alright by the way i post, i say or do. but the fact that i'm not. i dont know who to turn to but god. praying that tomorrow will be okay. but it ended up the same. i think its a punishment for me. but why must it be so hard on me ? i know there may be someone out there having the same situation or worst. but how long more am i/they can stand ? i keep telling myself to hold my head up high and be strong. it doesnt work sometimes when they attack at once. |
Runaway.
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