Defying Gravity.

i'm tired of work. i choose not to sleep now. god knows why. i have to wake my ass up early for work. i know. look on the bright side. at least i have money.

my baby sister's back. yeaay! (: i miss her, oh so much. sadly, she's asleep when i got home. can't wait to open up my presents! gahhhgahhhh!

june isn't my month. i've disappointed dad and mom. cause of some reasons. which i am really sorry about.

i have to be strong about this. i have always been good at pretending. but this is too hard. you lied. you lied big time. such a liar you are. i feel so restless! all i want now is, mom.

six more months eerah, six more months! just hang in there a little longer.